Last morning, my mother was listening to Pastor Ed Lapiz's sermon, and I remembered he said that if you and your spouse's thoughts met halfway, you will understand each other, and, no matter how how far you are apart, you will never be separated (Or that's what I thought he said I guess, sorry I have poor memory).
I think it also applies to friends.
This afternoon, I overheard my close (as in close, we were friends since first year) that there was a conflict (not exactly, but yeah, that's the point) between my friends. And so I tried to know what happened. I only a had a teeny weeny tiny grasp of what was that about, but I'm still baffled.
But from what I saw, I thought of some realizations (which may be wrong), and here are these.
First, I REALLY regret to what I've done to one of my friends, because, in what I'm seeing today, she didn't deserve the treatment I gave her when we were first year. I apologize.
Second, I feel sorry to another one of my friends who is currently caught between a rock and a hard place.
And third, I'm kinda pissed off (even though I don't have the right to). I mean, why is this happening? I thought friends are supposed to be understanding each other, and I reiterate what I've said way earlier, if you and someone are connected in thought, you would never be separated no matter how far you are with each other. And yes, even though we are in third year already, it is still happening all over and over again (I feel like I'm still in high school with what is happening ugh).
But of course, I've only seen the other side of the story. I hope when the whole group will talk about what is happening, it will turn out to be good. But if they cannot do anything about it, then I might as well weep and say goodbye to a love (or friendship) that was lost (I hope not, just exaggerating haha).
P.S.
I know I do not have the right to speak, i just wanted to let out all these emotions and thoughts I have in mind. So pardon my rudeness.
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